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... Maybe I ain't that bad.

Wed Nov 25, 2009, 7:38 AM
I've just got back from that international school project I'd told you in that depressive journal. I was a delegate in some parliament, discussing my country's and Europe's problems. Well, before going I was really depressed and inconfident, thinking I would suck but... When the discussion started, something happened to me. I relaxed and started to ask a lot of questions. When the first session ended, I thought "god, I'm back! I can do this!" My confidence was back. My friends and teacher congratulated me.
The second session was okay too and when everything ended, I was sure I could be chosen to go to Europe. But I wasn't, cuz the ones who were chosen had made some "donations" beforehand. So I'm not sad; if this selection was fair, I definitely could have a chance.

Soo...

I'm really glad to join this project, although it wasn't fair. I gained lots of things, new friends, got to see Istanbul and did shopping lol. But most importantly, I regained my confidence. In the end, everything is up to me. I can do good things and I can have a great place in the future. I'm proud and although I wasn't chosen, my family and teacher are proud too. That bad face had passed... At least for now. (Let's see what the fuck will happen when I go to school tomorrow >_< )
Lastly, I wanna thank everyone who commented on that previous journal, who tried to help me and cheer me up bla bla. Thank you guys, glad to have you by my side :) I hope I can finally return to my stories and continue entertaining you.

  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: My iPod
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Bleach
  • Playing: Devil May Cry 4
  • Eating: Sausage
  • Drinking: Tea

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  • Current Residence: My own hell
  • Interests: Writing, reading, anime, yaoi...
  • Favourite band or musician: There's a lot, man.
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, darkwave, electronica, gothic
  • Favourite artist: My grandfather :)
  • Favourite photographer: Behrouz Riahi (zardo :))
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
  • Wallpaper of choice: Cinema Bizarre
  • Favourite game: Devil May Cry, Tekken, The Sims
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen and notebook

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:iconf1ymordecai:
:D thank you for the fav! :huggle:
:iconzzzett:
No probs :D

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There's nothing called 'darkness'...

98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If you're one of the 2% that wants to punch 'em, put this in your sig.
:iconedward-elric-13:
Thankies for the fave! :hug:

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I'm Kurotsuchi Nemu in DA's BLEACH Crew! -->[link]
Proud to have Russian origin! :D
:iconzzzett:
No probs :D

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There's nothing called 'darkness'...

98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If you're one of the 2% that wants to punch 'em, put this in your sig.
:iconmikosora:
welcome...and thanks
:aww: and i must say that i love your fan fic "Bloody Kiss"...and i'm sorry that i never left a comment
:stupidme:

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:blackrose::fusionrock:ILumina:fusionrock::blackrose:

Be what you want to be and play your own game called life.

:bulletblack::blackrose::bulletblack::blackrose::bulletblack::blackrose::bulletblack:
:iconzzzett:
Aww, even hearing this is enough :hug: (But you can still comment, no problem :XD: )

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There's nothing called 'darkness'...

98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If you're one of the 2% that wants to punch 'em, put this in your sig.
:iconmikosora:
I promise that start with the next cap I will comment :D
:heart: :hug:

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:blackrose::fusionrock:ILumina:fusionrock::blackrose:

Be what you want to be and play your own game called life.

:bulletblack::blackrose::bulletblack::blackrose::bulletblack::blackrose::bulletblack:
:iconshaggyrapper:
Guess what I'm listening to right now...I just added it to my iTunes

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Guess who made waffles!!!!

It's better to keep your mouth shut and give the impression that you're stupid than to open it and remove all doubt.

Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all they have.
:iconzzzett:
Wait, Solitary Angel?!

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There's nothing called 'darkness'...

98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If you're one of the 2% that wants to punch 'em, put this in your sig.
:iconshaggyrapper:
Almost...Born Again, Behind Your Mask and Into The Labrynth, all of Blutengel (kinda obvious, hehe)
You corrupt me XD

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Guess who made waffles!!!!

It's better to keep your mouth shut and give the impression that you're stupid than to open it and remove all doubt.

Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all they have.

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